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I have just read his WordPress. What do I feel now? I feel so shallow for all the things I have been done, all the things I have been thought. I am getting tired of being like that. I want to improve myself and my miserable life. I have made so many mistakes and I have no excuse for them. I don’t know if it were a good idea to become someone else. People said being yourself bla bla. But no thanks it’s enough. It’s time to be someone new, do something great and fucking stop making mistakes. I have never admired anyone until I met him. I am not sure if he has ever had any happiness. But he chose being like that. Maybe it’s good or maybe not. I want to do something great for my life, for my kid. My life has been a mess and I want to get out of it. The more he believes in me, the more I feels ashamed of myself and it becomes a good motivation. I should give up on seeking my loved one. I don’t think it is gonna work. All I could see it is preventing me from succeeding. One word to describe your feeling at the moment: miserable! I don’t want to live this life anymore. It is hurting me so much. Every time I try to move forward and I always be pushed back. I don’t even have anyone to cry with. People are too busy to care about each other and I should stop caring about them too. I am not used to write about my failure here. And I am tired of hiding it. It said that “success is going from failure to failure without losing of enthusiasm”. Really happy to read that. But thanks I don’t want to get in any failure anymore. Let get some sleep. It’s the best thing to start!

I have just read his WordPress. What do I feel now? I feel so shallow for all the things I have been done, all the things I have been thought. I am getting tired of being like that. I want to improve myself and my miserable life. I have made so many mistakes and I have no excuse for them. I don’t know if it were a good idea to become someone else. People said being yourself bla bla. But no thanks it’s enough. It’s time to be someone new, do something great and fucking stop making mistakes. I have never admired anyone until I met him. I am not sure if he has ever had any happiness. But he chose being like that. Maybe it’s good or maybe not. I want to do something great for my life, for my kid. My life has been a mess and I want to get out of it. The more he believes in me, the more I feels ashamed of myself and it becomes a good motivation. I should give up on seeking my loved one. I don’t think it is gonna work. All I could see it is preventing me from succeeding. One word to describe your feeling at the moment: miserable! I don’t want to live this life anymore. It is hurting me so much. Every time I try to move forward and I always be pushed back. I don’t even have anyone to cry with. People are too busy to care about each other and I should stop caring about them too. I am not used to write about my failure here. And I am tired of hiding it. It said that “success is going from failure to failure without losing of enthusiasm”. Really happy to read that. But thanks I don’t want to get in any failure anymore. Let get some sleep. It’s the best thing to start!

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